Hiding away from everyone who knows me, perhaps this blog can exist so the thoughts I don't want to share with anyone can exist. Thoughts that I can't share, thoughts that I don't have anyone to share with. Dirty thoughts, private thoughts, secret thoughts.
These thoughts are increasingly frequent, as my partner is 4300 miles away from me for months at a time. The dreams are more frequent, the longings are more frequent and overpowering.
So the thoughts come more frequently, and invade my space.